waitING

all gone~

all my grandparents is now resting in peace..

and now i am on my way back home to give my last respect to my late grandmother...

i felt quite relieved aculy to know that she finally get to rest in peace...

because now she's free from all of her distress and pain~

but then i'm still very sad that she'd be leaving that soon...

i did aculy hope for her to see my future husband and all...and even be there wen i get married ;'(

but well some dreams are meant to be shattered in tiny2 pieces..

waiting here all alone at lcct is kinda freaking me out...i have approximately 7 hours left to kill..

to even think about it kills me urghhh..but this days, i am not letting fear wins over my hope..

my fear of waiting is not going to let my hopes down!! i am gonna make sure of dat! :)

i'm really sleepy right now OMG!

hurmmm~

btw..

i saw a trolley service guy just now...

i can see sumthing in him.. i can sense his ermm wat do i say suffering? or maybe shud i say his problems burdening him..maybe his family and with his job? omg! how lucky i am to have all that i have today..my family, my parents everything..the world is a cruel place to be..the world is not always fair..some people struggles like so hard to feed their family and some can just waste their money in useless stuff....hurmmm world~